I am a woman who knows the pain of feeling powerless. The pain of doubting your own judgement. The confusion of who and how to trust without that inner guidance directing you. Truthfully… this has been some of the greatest pain I’ve known. It lead me down a path where I was stuck in victim consciousness which starved me of my own life-force energy to create a life in power, which, is my birthright.

As I reflect on what lead me here to this moment writing this bio… I’m humbled by the pain and perfection of it all.

How each time I was cracked open, there was no other option besides looking these fears right in their eyes and making love to them.

They learned that to be in power meant that there would be consequences. So, they buried her deep. And there was no meeting her without meeting them, first.

So I met them. Every day. I asked them who they are, why they protect me in the ways they do, and what they need from me to feel more loved. Intimacy with them became my priority.

Then, I studied the language of her through my birth chart and my intuition.

The stars revealed the map of who she is, how she operates, how my fears interact with her, and how to meet them in that process. My chart became my North Star.

My intuition became the compass. I learned how God speaks to me, how the signal feels in my body, and how to trust it. Most importantly, I learned how this language differed from the language of my fears.

As I began to bridge these together, embodiment came. Finally. I was feeling her.

She’s the one who sees the storm, sends anchors deep into the earth as she begins to walk forward with courage right into the storm. Unafraid, because she trusts in her discernment, adaptability, and presence as her greatest assets to handle all that life brings her. She births life into me. She approaches her challenges with a calmness because she knows that is how she can hear God best. She receives that intuition, that signal, to inform her next move, all to be in service to Truth.

This journey of embodying her brought me to the path of alchemy, and it’s why I make love to my shadows. Because I wouldn’t have found her in the way that I needed to without them. They gave me the resistance needed to know her in the way I was meant to.

It wasn’t meant to be easy. It was meant to be transformational. And it’s worth it. So worth it.

This path of transformation is the core of my mission and it’s why I interpret, share, and help others understand these tools. They continue to guide me.

This is why we came here. To tear down what was never real and to be reborn into what was always ours.